Mental block

[RobotGymnast]

Damn, this is really starting to annoy me. I've now let my mental block flourish into a real wall over the last... greater part of a year. Now I sit down, and psionics seems completely alien and fictional to me. I want to practice, but I can barely make a psi ball anymore, let alone anything more complex, no matter how long I try for. I used to get results each time, if only a little, but now, I can barely get any preliminary results. I'm still trying avidly to lucid dream and communicate with my subconscious, but that's going to take a while, and I really want to get back to practicing like before, when I actually got a bit better each time (rather than just frustrated by simple tasks). Even so, if I got into contact with my subconscious, what would I say to it? I can barely feel psi anymore, which really bothers me. Stupidly, my natural abilities are still gaining force (precog of 1/200 or so songs on my iPod and slight empathy & telepathy).

[stolide]

What is the block?

Why not communicate with your subconscious in an easier manner than LD?

[Nervous]

Yeah, like self hypnosis.
Or even regular hypnosis, if you know anyone.

[takeiteasy]

Or even just making entries into a journal... that helps or reading uplifting literature. I am afraid I have been facing the same problem for nearly 2 years now. I am overburdened with work and exhausted; so I just can't take it easy anymore. Wish I could be reconnected again, but I feel so lost. Right now, I am just trying reading inspirational work. It helps sometimes.