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« on: December 14, 2009, 07:19:36 am » |
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This journal will contain information about my progress, knowledge, and life. I will often update it and hopefully progress will be made so this journal will not be short lived.
I've joined the site and learned of many things. Although considered useless by some PSI balls sound awesome to me. Also considered "easy" I hope to be able to make one within the next month.
progress: Feeling pretty dumb trying to pool energy into a ball. Unsure of how to actually do it.
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« Reply #1 on: December 14, 2009, 09:23:30 am » |
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A metod to make psiballs
1 gather energy from sun/earth/air/other. You can use the technique of sucking energy from the element by watch a beam of energy shooting out from the energy source and form into a ball of energy infront of you or a other place.
2 After gathering enough energy into a ballshape use vocalization(saying in your mind what it is going to do.) to make it hold itself together so it won't dissolve.
3 Program it for what you want!
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« Reply #2 on: December 16, 2009, 04:12:52 pm » |
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Well, I've been practicing my psi ball and Ive gotten some small resistance. However if I try to make it more dense I can't feel it at all. It seems more like its just muscle fatigue from holding my hands there so it seems like somethings building.
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« Reply #3 on: December 16, 2009, 04:59:39 pm » |
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u shouldnt have to try and make that resistance stronger. it should come with practice. the fact that the resistance is there tells u there is a psiball. some people do mistake it for muscle fatigue but i can tell it apart. the muscle fatigue feels ur body feel creaky but the resistance of a psiball feels like a soft push against your hands (if u decide to use ur hands).
oh and welcome to the site!
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« Reply #4 on: December 16, 2009, 06:20:13 pm » |
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Thanks  , I'll keep practicing. |
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« Reply #5 on: January 26, 2010, 04:24:33 pm » |
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Months in and no progress. After extreme concentration I only get as far as to hope that what I'm feeling is a psi ball. The pressure is not very strong and it feels much more like fatigue. To be honest I know I'm not "feeling" the psi run through my body. I mean I concentrate and think about it happening and flowing into my hands, and then I think about the construction, but just...nothing.
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« Reply #6 on: January 27, 2010, 04:28:42 pm » |
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The feeling of the psi ball should be a magnatic repulsion of energy trying to leave your hand as you are trying to compact the psi into a ball. It takes practice like chaotic said and focus. Look in the article section there are lots of helpful tips on psiball formation. If you still can't do it pm me. i'll give you a few tips.  |
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« Reply #7 on: January 27, 2010, 08:33:37 pm » |
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Will do.
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« Reply #8 on: February 03, 2010, 08:06:00 pm » |
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Stolide recommended a novel, called "intro to hermetics". It clearly illustrates what is needed to done to maximize your meditative state. That's going to be my main focus for a while.
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« Reply #9 on: March 02, 2010, 10:32:56 am » |
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Stolide is filled with knowledge, I bet the book is cool.  |
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« Reply #10 on: March 02, 2010, 12:52:49 pm » |
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I agree with Fujin, Stolide have allot of knowledge about good books related to magick.
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« Reply #11 on: March 08, 2010, 08:29:19 pm » |
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Haven't posted in a while or practiced anything. Pretty busy between school, sports, ect. I need to get back into the habit of practicing meditation if I want to advance.
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« Reply #12 on: March 18, 2010, 05:34:53 pm » |
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Ive been pretty depressed lately. Just going through the motions with school and what not. The only thing that I have actually been trying on is pole vaulting after school. Grades are slipping a bit and I just flipped out on my dad for telling me to study even though I don't have any tests to study for. He does it all the time so it's more of an annoyance thing.
As far as TK goes I honest to god have been taking time to try to meditate and sense psi but I'm oh so unsuccessful. I know that I'm focusing enough on the psi but there is just no sensation what so ever. Trying the third eye/grabbing psi with a hand or even just feeling it on my skin has not been working. I really need to learn something soon...
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« Reply #13 on: March 19, 2010, 01:32:04 pm » |
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Don't push yourself too hard, Iconic - ultimately you may just end up hindering your own progress. I know it can be annyoing but try and look on each failure as one step closer to success - feel enthusiastic and really feel that yiou've made some small progress should you not quite be able to accomplish your target in each session.
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« Reply #14 on: March 19, 2010, 06:35:18 pm » |
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Yeah, I suppose that makes sense. Its just that I'm so unsure of what I'm doing wrong. I'm meditating properly but as soon as I want to actually attempt something I get just "nothing".
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« Reply #15 on: March 30, 2010, 05:46:28 pm » |
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I'm pretty close to quitting. Now matter how much I read I still have problems because reading is only half the battle. Any attempt I make at anything I fail and I can't learn from failure when there was nothing there in the first place...>_>
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« Reply #16 on: April 19, 2010, 06:56:31 pm » |
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I'm trying to focus more on sensing any chance I get. I'm fairly busy now but I could probably make time for it.
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« Reply #17 on: April 20, 2010, 11:34:14 am » |
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Stolide is filled with knowledge, I bet the book is cool. Book is REALLY coollll! |
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« Reply #18 on: April 21, 2010, 01:43:58 pm » |
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Don't give up hope iconic every one can do psionics it's a matter of practice, believe and want. Now is that what you have?  |
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« Reply #19 on: April 27, 2010, 06:31:29 pm » |
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Want definitely. Belief eh sort of.
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« Reply #20 on: May 12, 2010, 06:55:13 am » |
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You stopped practicing, right?!?  |
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« Reply #21 on: May 12, 2010, 02:53:16 pm » |
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Pretty much. I don't have much inspiration anymore.
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« Reply #22 on: June 08, 2010, 11:38:55 am » |
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Iconic I've been depressed a lot throughout my life, you have to put those feeling aside from psionics. If you can't try to take a break and do it when you feel more structured. Maybe your emotions are hindering your practice sessions. Take it easy and take it one step at a time. Psi has to be handeled with a clear mind.
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« Reply #23 on: June 11, 2010, 05:34:15 pm » |
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I try to not to let my mood effect it so much. I feel like what I really need is someone to actually teach me. Articles don't seem to cut it.
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« Reply #24 on: June 15, 2010, 07:18:56 pm » |
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I'm finishing up finals this thursday but then I'm going to be thrown straight into rookie school for beach patrol. After rookie week I should have enough time to practice some psionics. Stolide has given me some more tips on meditating so as always I'm trying to improve that.
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« Reply #25 on: June 17, 2010, 11:47:33 am » |
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That's great, and I have your instant message on msn talk to me some times. peace. |
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« Reply #26 on: June 26, 2010, 08:57:37 pm » |
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I'm done rookie school and that destroyed my week. I'll only be off Tuesdays and Thursdays with work but I need to take the time to practice....
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